Fresh Start

Rawr didn't think I'd even be here again... hmmm feels nice to be back i guess. I'm mostly gonna write stories my other way of venting and just letting them run loose because if i don't they annoy me and command me to write them down and then nothing ever happens so if some kind wander happens to mosey on over here they can read my stuff and be so kind as to leave comments? And here's a place for all my little minions to run loose and leave me the crap alone and get out of my head! Ok so i guess I'll start now because the minions keep running around and wont leave me alone i do have to rest sometime!!!!

He stared at me and i stared back, we were never going to get anywhere the way we were acting. "Please Ryane just trust me." He whispered reaching his hand out of the dark hooded cloak. I had every reason not to trust him and yet every reason to trust him.

"You promised no one would get hurt... Felix got hurt." I choked out holding the tears and every emotion I'd suppressed since our parents had died. Dark took another step forward as i backed up one.

He whispered sweet words to me how everything would be alright, all i had to do was trust him and i wanted to believe me i did. He held his hand out, i looked down at the busy cars passing by wondering how i had gotten on the railing of the hotel and remembering that i had knocked Saph out when i saw a drunk driver killed Felix and Connor had stayed to help Saph. Dark had ran after me after i bolted myself in mine and Saph's room and ran to the railing... everything after that was a blur.

Tears leaked down my cheeks and i jumped off the railing landing in Dark's arms. He wrapped them around me and cradled me in his lap petting my hair and telling me everything would be alright. I wasn't insane i knew he was real all along and yet they were still after me, my brother was dead and they didn't care they were just obsessed with money and proving that i was insane so i would be locked up forever! I told Dark everything even though he already knew i still told him, Dark i still referred to him as that. Raphael.

My Raphael, i looked up at him and his white hair fell in rivulets around my cheeks and tickled my nose. One eye, he had one eye he could see out of and he used it to watch me silently smoothing his thumb over my cheek murmuring soft words. The other one a milky color that flared red when he was angry was covered by what looked like a white patch, i gently touched it and he closed his good eye. It was gauze. "Why cover it?" I asked.

"Why show it? I'm not like you... like them I'm different i came from a different world. I'm imperfect this eye..." He stopped as if he couldn't say more... he couldn't yet i pushed on.

"Tell me about it... please." I whispered. His eyes grew large and he backed up his back hitting the wall, he sank down and i rushed to his side. "Raphael!" I cried i wrapped my arms around his neck as he regained his breath.

He laughed a dark laugh there was nothing funny in the way he stared at me his eyes boring through mine. "Nothing good comes from this eye love, nothing." He laughed again without humor.

Raphael was different that was sure, he seemed to know where i was at all the right times. When he looked at me it gave me chills up my spine, and yet... yet it scared me as well. He was no longer the voice in my head, i freed him of that trap and he was convinced we were meant to be. I couldnt be with anyone, not after how i treated Connor and he never told me anything i barely knew him and he said the woman who freed him from his prison would be his mate forever. I freed him but i wasnt ready to settle down, not now... maybe not even ever.

"If i have to wait forever to get your hand in marriage i will." He said wrapping his arms me and drawing me close.

"The fact that you still know what i'm thinking freaks me out." I responded glad his spell was over and he was ok.

"I still love you." He said on a serious note, i noticed his face was about an inch from mine and i had the sudden urge to kiss him. He stood up and i felt my heart crack a little as i watched him walk towards the door, he opened it up and Connor flew in with Sapphire on his heels.


All for now, if you read leave me a comment i'm tired game time!!!!! I WILL NEVER SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!